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neachristinexx:

kay230:

You wont ever know,
How much I long for you, even if were texting like we are now, or right next to each other, I still long for you. I call you at night to erase all the negativity that happened throughout my day, I call you so I can hear that laugh thats so beyond contagious I can’t help but…

I used to think a lot about what it would be like to meet my soulmate. I thought it would be easy, effortless and almost magical. I never really thought there would be struggles, hardships or nights full of tears but that is just part of it. Because it is easy and effortless when it comes to loving you.
I long for you, crave you in the simplest of ways. I could be sitting right next to you or talking on the phone with you and I still miss and crave you the same. I look forward to your phone calls when you need someone or don’t feel good and our hugs are never going to be long enough for me.
I understand why you ran, and continue to run. I can’t hold it against you. We have been through so much in the past like 5 months but it has helped us grow so much stronger. I can’t imagine a world, a life without you in it. You’re a best friend and lover to me; my soulmate. I don’t ever want to lose our seemingly pointless phone calls or waking up to you still being there. I know circumstances are not exactly favorable at times but I don’t ever want to lose you.
Thank you for being there and giving me the chance to show you how it feels to be loved unconditionally. Thank you for being you and being an ass hole sometimes, I need it. You mean the world to me.

I love you more than I could possibly ever put into words.

I also have to say, you are the type of person to marry, because all though I’ve put you at your absolutely lowest point, you’ve never given up. Thats a life, thats love. Your love is beyond a security blanket for me and I adore you for giving me that. Regardless if you believe in marriage or not, we’d fight to stay together like we were. We’re not even together and we fight to stay together like we were. I love you I love you I love you.

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"It is simple to know if someone is your soulmate. Many times the body craves or desires something or someone, but that feeling will die with your body. But a soul mate… That kind of love happens once and it comes from the soul… and the soul lasts forever"

- Spilly (via spill-your-mind)

(via neachristinexx)

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You wont ever know,
How much I long for you, even if were texting like we are now, or right next to each other, I still long for you. I call you at night to erase all the negativity that happened throughout my day, I call you so I can hear that laugh thats so beyond contagious I can’t help but laugh with you, I call you on the nights where I know your voice will just put me at complete and utter ease, the most peaceful state of mind where I want to just fall asleep on the phone with you so when I wake up, I can pick right back up where I left off. No one puts me in the state of mind that you can, it’s actually kind of bizarre.

I’ll never understand why I ran from you, and just kept running, I apparently wasn’t ready for the love you were ready to give me. Who doesn’t run away from perfection at first though? It’s scary, because your whole life you fight for things, and when someone like you.. just walks on in, it was just impossible not to be hesitant. I admire our struggles though, because it’s made me appreciate you on a completely different level. A soul mate, best friend, lover, level.. now thats something I never want to let go of. I never want to lose our 9pm phone calls, or our random texts about how ridiculous life is some times, even the conversations about how we just miss each other and me being an asshole..

I love you, I appreciate you for never giving up on me, I appreciate you for loving me in ways I’ve never been loved..

I can live peacefully knowing, I’ve found the true definition of, love.

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